Encouragement: Once you’ve set things right (repentance/confession) with God, embrace the process of being refined—He’s simply preparing you to step fully into your unique calling.
Always remember that your spiritual gifts flow from His power, not your own effort. Stay close to Him through prayer and heartfelt worship; as you position yourself in His presence, He’ll clear the way for you to hear His voice and see His vision more clearly. You've got this brothers and sisters!