I'm facing Depressionš...
Hey Guys, PLEASE READ THISā¬ļø Note:I literally Cried š for hours before typing this post! I know this is not the place to discuss this topic But it's hurting me... And I want your opinion/suggestions on this! The thing is... It's about my height! I'm 20years 4 months old And my height is 5'3 (160cm)š„ŗ Too short! My parents are also short heighted Even in my family everyone is short Mom:4'9 (145cm) Dad: 5 feet (153cm) Since 16 I haven't grown. And the reason of my height is due to genetics or nutrition. Because of my short height I feel really odd whenever I go outside in public...š You can't even imagine how it feels... Sometimes people stare at me weirdly š And Everyone knows The importance of height in life!š„¹ Specially Nowdays! Social presence, Dating life, career and personality... You Cannot Deny! Without it Nobody takes me serious and I feel like toy to them Because of this my focus shifts to increasing height, And I start binging HEIGHT INCREASE videos & stuff. Then I follow the routine for 20-30 days, And... I Quit! š„ This process repeats every 2-4 months And It's splitting my focus... Distracting me from copywriting and other life goals... Also very time consuming... I can't IMAGINE my life being short ššš So Now! here are 2 options in front of me rn 1) Do Height increase stuff for Months and years (No guarantee height will increase or not)š„² 2) Work My ass off for money š° to do Limb Lengthening Surgery Which costs different in every place (In india $60k) (In turkey $200k) Cuz living this life is kinda hard to me And I cry very often when I realise this Even sometimes suicidal thoughts takes place (But I'm not that stupid & coward who'll lose his life for height) Note: We are 4 family members (from India) Mom 40 y/old Dad 50 y/old Me 20y/old Sister 12/old My father earns $180/Mo We're in debt of $2000 And no savings What do I Say Now ... I'm gonna Cry š š š