Hello, fellows, hope you all are doing great! I want to seek for any advices from you in this path. I am a full time trader. I usually tend to do great for a couple of weeks in a row, then by the third week I don't know what happens but I lose myself in front of the chats and profits escape from me substantially. And has jeopardized my performance as well as my scalability. I made some analysis on myself and things like lack of patience, attachment, bias and wanting to be right steal my presence and awareness and my ability to "just be" in from of the charts while I'm doing my job. aka. Amygdala Hijack... Maybe someone's familiar with this in other contexts, hope we can help each other!

The deepest lessons rarely come wrapped in comfort. Some truths only arrive after loss, confusion, or heartbreak. For me, one of those truths is this: You cannot force timing and a breakthrough, even when your heart is breaking for it. Still working on my infidelity trauma by a loved one, but also experience breakthrough moments along the way of this proces of becoming an even stronger version of myself. I’m curious to hear yours. What is one truth life taught you the hard way, but that you are now grateful for?

so the issue with me is that I've creeped out a lot of women recently during my call center job. and the audacity with which I'm writing this post is commendable! (I wrote this sentence to disarm you from writing your real feelings about me down in the comments, but please don't keep anything inside of you. write it down, and I'll digest the words I deserve to hear, albeit painful. thank you!) I never sexualised them in my mind (sometimes I had fantasies about some women in my life whom I didn't date), but could just not stop staring at them, especially the beautiful ones. I've ruined my aura and energy so much by masturbating that I have low confidence around girls and women, and I easily get distracted by their presence. so, what will be the karma I'll face? I don't want to face the discomfort, but the universe will definitely balance me out with my wrongdoings, right? also, I'm planning to move out of my home tomorrow with no money, as I've leeched my father too much within and after graduation. I'm also out of the eligibility criteria of most jobs that offer amazing employee wellbeing benefits. I've treated careers like I'm a backbencher, and now suffering in real life with the heavy competition and AI-zation of jobs, and wasting time on reels, youtube videos (mentally masturbating to these) and demolished my attention span to the point it's non-existent. please suggest me ways to get help from the universe, and please don't sell your services as I can't pay for it (I only have 15 INR in my bank account). thank you! a new freeloader in this community, out of necessity.

just watched the first 3 videos from your new content @I Am Rey I've read the whole Genesis' book, but with such a poor level of awareness the story of Esau and Jacob has such a strong meaning for me now!! It's true what they say... You never stop learning and learning for me now means something like "soul learning" not intellectual shallow knowledge accumulation amazed how soul finds a way for expanding! let me know what you think as well :)

I'm Joaquín, an "awakened monkey" from Costa Rica. Glad to be here! I was a systems engineer, now I am a full time day-trader... I'm amazed of how true spirituality and trading complement each other Be seeing you!