Just Had My First Amateur Fight
3 long months, I've dedicated to this fight. Sacrificed the junk food, the late nights, the outings. Showed up in the boxing gym on days I felt like shit. I disciplined myself with the goal of becoming the best boxer on Guam. Eventually, that goal manifested itself as my first amateur fight. I had only one intention coming into this fight; and that is to knock this mf out. Waiting for the fight to start was probably the worst part about this whole thing. That anticipation was killing me. But as time passed, it was finally my turn to enter the ring. The lights, the crowd, the rush. Being in the spotlight made me feel powerful. "I'm gonna knock this kid out", was my mindset. Once the match starts, I throw the first punch. [Here's the video of the full fight]. By the end of the fight, I did not get the knockout. The match ended in a draw as winning is not based by points but by knockout. No knockout, no win. It was a tough fight. I got rocked multiple times; Everything started to feel heavy. As the rounds went on, it felt like an anvil was chained to my body, trying to force me to go down. But I didn't go down once. --------------------------------- My coach and my tribe were very proud of my performance. Sure, I kind of felt bad that I didn't get the knockout. There were a lot of things I could have done better, but I can confidently say I performed well for my first fight. After the fight, I had a bunch of random people come up and praised me saying it was good fight. Even after 2 weeks have passed since the fight, I still get random people recognizing me from this fight. I am definitely not done with boxing. The next chapter of my life is going to have boxing in it. Before I started this journey, becoming the best boxer on Guam kind of sounded a little far-fetched. Now, I can clearly see it within my grasp. I feel like I've completed a purpose layer and moving on to doing more masculine shit.