I’ve spent 25 years raising a family… and I’m not heard.
I don’t yell or demand. I ask for help and it doesn’t come, just the minimum. We make plans and nothing happens. We’ve had countless family meetings. We have unschooled and I’ve taught them everything I know and that’s a LOT. I can’t teach personal responsibility. That’s an individual journey. I do too much. I’ve wanted them to have everything, and learn all that I didn’t know, about navigating this wild world. I trust they know. Human design discovered me about five years ago. My 20 years of personal development and deep faith had helped me in my alignment. I know and trust me. And… I was radically out of alignment in my 37/40. The deals of commitment and growth of resources for my family. My tribe. My people. I’ve communicated so much… In 15,000 different ways and I’m tired. They have all grown in amazing ways! I’m so proud of them as individuals! And… the teamwork is greatly lacking. I’ve expressed my need for teamwork and participation in business. When they were young we had a saying, everyone works, everyone plays!!! We did amazing things together! Now everyone hides in the comfort of their own rooms. My heart hurts. It’s my time to go… and trust the process. I have faith that everything works out for us. I’m selling my stuff. Putting my important, favorite items in storage and going on the road. I don’t know where I’m going, but I know where I’ve been and I have peace. It’s time to discover me. 😎🤩🥰 I'm so fcking excited for the roadtrip!!! I can't wait to HUG YOU!!!