Well… today’s update isn’t quite the one I was expecting….After getting a call yesterday to say there had been a cancellation and they could fit me in today, I spent yesterday evening running around like a headless chicken getting everything sorted. I told work I’d be disappearing with barely 12 hours notice….. got all my ducks in a row, and arrived at the hospital at 6am this morning. I’ve been sat there ever since….. Nil by mouth…..Hungry. …. Nervous….. Ready to finally get this surgery done and hopefully put an end to all the stomach issues. And then they have just come to tell me they don’t have time to do it after all because some of the earlier surgeries have overrun.So, that’s that…… Back onto the waiting list I go. I know none of this is the staff’s fault, and I know emergencies and unexpected complications happen, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t gutted, angry, frustrated & just exhausted with it all. It’s not just the wasted day, it’s the emotional rollercoaster of hyping myself up mentally for surgery and then having the rug pulled from underneath me!!!!! Right now I’m frustrated, upset, exhausted and a bit fed up!!!!! Anyway… if anyone needs me, I’ll be around now until the next time they decide to call me and book me in again!!!