For me I need to focus and submit EVERYTHING unto the Lord. I need to continue to push myself and completely surrender my ALL unto the Lord. I recognize that I am a very strong willed person hard headed if you will. It’s hard to surrender things and cut off things, routines, people and or relationships that I know right now it don’t benefit me spiritually and that could be blocking me or delaying me becoming a bold person in the spirit as I constantly believe I am unworthy or not good enough.