I called out sick two days in a row. I took time to reflect on what I want to accomplish. If Money, housing, keeping the pets safe and stable, werent an issue, etc... my dream is to travel, write and paint! Working 100-120 hours each pay period is killing me, not physically, but emotionally. I am missing so much. As a start, I altered my schedule and am now taking weekends off for October. I made a few overdue medical appointments. I am taking care of me. It's been so long. I need to find a routine that I can make time for my passion so that I adhere to it without excuses or distractions. I am working on that. It's trickier than I thought, but this group has really inspired me! Thank you.

Today I did my own reading using my mom's Akashik tarot book that she had never used before. First I drew a daily card which was reflection. When I read the book this card has double meaning as in reflect upon current events but also coming into your psychic power (tuning to the akash) then I read through the book on different types of draws so I decided to draw 7 cards and asked (what is the pathway to become the healer i am meant to be)

Today is about Balance! Are you reluctant to change? There could be a hesitance due to past experiences. But also dont be too hasty either. Weigh all sides before moving forward. Sometimes Balance is telling you NOT to be deceived by your own desires. "Waiting for a dream is not as powerful as living a loving reality." Bee 🐝 is here to remind us that gathering and pollinating is just as important as making honey 🍯 focused determination and busyness thats creative flow, keep working but take the time to enjoy the fruits of your labor. Try out BEE breath to focus and clear the mind. Relax your shoulders, close your throat slightly so you can hear your breath. Cover your ears with your thumbs, and your eyes with your fingers. Keep lips closed lightly and your teeth slightly apart relax your jaw, and breathe out slowly making a long, low humming sound. Inhale quick and deeply, make your exhalations long and smooth. Repeat 5 to 10 times. notice the effects?? List them in the comments

Last week I had a day where Mosquitoes were the thing. All day in the house or outside they were making sure they were visible when they wanted some dinner. I have noticed since then that if I allowed them access and didnt shoo then on that I never developed the "Mosquitoe bite" bump and itch. But if I did then I developed it. Weird?!?! Idk but we all gotta eat. So I just let them. I didnt get the first guy whike he fed, he was on my wrist then flew to that paper on my desk and just sat with me for quite awhile.

Tonight, I finally allowed myself time to paint. I wasted about 8 bookmarks while I dilly-dallied. "How do people find there THING? " I love trees, so I started just letting my hand flow and started painting spirals. Quirky, fun, something felt right. Then, I jump in here (still trying to navigate; I'm not very tech savy) and BOOM!!!! SIGILS!!! I was working on the 4 seasons and hope to enhance my idea!