I feel like the only way to remove my phone addiction is if I don't have a phone and get a flip phone. I've tried a lot of things to stop, but I still can't stop looking at soccer content, especially with the World Cup right now. I love soccer, but I can see it becoming an Idol. I think it is already an idol. I have had months or weeks of being in control, but as you know, depending on the will never works. I have also tried prayer many times, but I just cannot seem to be delivered. I don't get it, for me, some sins are just easy to hate and not do, but some are just hard to ignore, like entertainment, like soccer. This is even harder because I grew up with soccer and Joga Bonito videos.

These past two weeks God has been doing amazing things in my life, stuff that cant be coincidence. I am going through a big time of change and demons have been attacking me in my dreams, I have already prayed for God to help me but I humbly ask for prayer from my brothers and sisters in this community. We cannot carry these things alone, we need God, we need Jesus!

How do we find comfort during struggles or during temptations to not fall into them. I don’t like using my willpower since it sometimes works and sometimes it does not. Mostly it does not.